weeping makes you feel bttr even whn the circumstances remains.

It is only until I check my bank a/c that I realised how much I am left with. I am doomed... December's expenses hit sky-high and I can only make myself better by putting the blame on X'mas and all the yr-end babies. Ok. As usual, the new year resolution for 2011 will have something like "save money" but I've never specify how much i want to save or really write down practical ways...

So this year, I gonna have a certain target and write down ways... but it's so hard to key track of expenses :( first and foremost, I have to stop shopping which is pretty hard... so I guess NYR #2 will be shop lesser? like >per month? December is really insane :(

The braces fund mum transferred into my a/c is misleading me... making me feel/think that I am not that poor but after deducting it... I AM FREAKING CHUI :(

Things like "I shall only spend $3 a day for food" doesn't work. I spend a lot on food... :( how? I want to go home for dinner everyday liao! (but that means no social life... not that I have one anwz)

Hmm. I am suddenly excited for this week :D though I really wish I can confirm the 2e3 picnic this Sunday but everyone seems so... Idk :( I think I'll be v tired for work but I don't care eh eh eh eh~ hehehe. So excited to give darlings their x'mas presents! I think they will like it? cos I love it :D /self-praise

SO DAMN EGGCITED FOR TAIWAN TRIP!!! \^^/ The weather better be good, no typhoons or riots or what. So many many things to do! Different night market every night, lu rou fan, bbt, dorayaki, ice shavings, hello kitty cafe, ma tong cafe, hot spring, SHOPPING :D oh, coming to think of it.. Idk whr are the night sceneries. hehehe. AND I hope SM town don't fall within 6th to 12th April if not I super dui~ :(

Btw, I said I want to watch Hello Stranger before it was on screen and now it is not showing anymore but I've yet to watch it :( /lifeofasociallyinactivegirl

K, no more shopping till my to-be-received list is cleared. Wait, I still have some last min X'mas shopping to do tonight before I go for my driving lesson... which never seems to end :( I am too chui.

Oh, wengcheong showed me this! hahahaha. so funny. Like... how to give?

K, fat ball says bye.